Shit. I really want to maintain and update this blog. Pero tsk, bakeettt di koooo mggawwwaaa?! Uper dramatic L. hehe. Ngaun ko nga lang nakita na nagiba na pala blogger. Tekaa, kelan pa to? kahapon lang ba? kaninang umaga? hahai.
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday.. 'til Thursday. Walang pasok. WTF. No allowance. Hopefully naman tlga, Friday e makausap na ko. Gusto ko na kayang mag-aral at magbasa. :) *plastic!*
Soo.. Aun. Crap! Aayusin ko na talaga buhay ko. Magiging matino na ko. It's just stressing me no. Mahirap din kayang magpakaemotional ng wala naman sa lugar. And with no valid reason. Uhm.. I've just read on the net, similar on what's happening in my life.
"You're the present. They're the past. It is clear that it is different."
Tama ka nga boy.
Mali nga siguro ako. Oo, aminado ako. Akong may mali.
Anu kayang tawag dito, jealousy? Kala ko ba di ako selosa? tsk.
Kapag may sinabi kase sakeng isang bagay. I'll give many, many theories. Which is not good. For me, and for the people around me.
Tsk talaga. I have many questions in mind. That maybe.. I'm afraid of the answer. Or the reaction of the person na pagtatanungan ko. *prang " r u crazy lara?".*
Yah, maybe I'm crazy. Call me crazy bitch. haha.. Enough.
Serious na.
Siguro, sa dinami dami ng minahal ng isang tao. Siguro, mahirap lang talaga para sakin na baliwalain sila. Mahirap ko ring maidentify kung anu nga ba ako sa kanya. Kung hanggang kelan niya nga ba ako mahal..
Siguro, naseselos lang ako sa fact na. Sila ang nauna.. sa lahat-lahat kesa saken.
Nakita nila ang taong mahal ko sa pinka worst way. Then, gusto ko syang makita sa pinka worst niya. Tsk. Siguro. Aun lang.
Tnry kong alsin ang ganun kong ugali. But still, lumalabas pa din.
They've become a part of your life. I can't erase. I can't erase what is written in your heart. I can't occupy the space for the people you had loved.
Im trying to do something na napakaimposible gwin.
My name is lara desiree. At home, they call me lai
My friends call me "lara" .
I'm studying at TUA taking up BSHRM/2nd yr.
Hyper. Makulit. Minsan korny ang patawa.
Moody. Always crave for something.
Madaling mabored. Music tripper. TV & internet addick. Lurves blogging. music. my friends.
my family. fashion. my cellphone. laptop.
music, music, music!. photos. arts. designing. Hates:backstabbers, plastics! mean girls! wanna bes! roaches
At home, they call me lai
my friends.
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